i don't know. some random thoughts i guess.

i was thinking today: i am thankful that God is God.  because there are so many hearts that hurt in the world.  so many fragile hearts.  and we are just people and people are messy and we get things wrong a lot and hurt each other and we were never meant to be the ones to be responsible to hold human hearts.  human hearts are fragile and we were never meant to hold them.  there is only one who is... and He's really good at holding them all.

and we're all just little children.  we don't know.  i don't know.  i need God's direction.  His guidance.  today i felt it especially.  i am a little child.

tonight, hearing the intervarsity large group community sing amazing grace so loud that our worship leader quieted his voice because he noticed it too was the most beautiful thing.

i am currently sitting in my peaceful room, with the twinkly lights on, and the window open, and it's night-spring-air-breezy, and i'm listening to this song and this one too, oh and especially this one, and i guess i am just utterly content right now.  wish i could pour ya a cup of black coffee and you'd sit here too, dear reader!  it's just that enjoyable.  i hope you are knowing contentment right now.

for a long time i have felt drained of joy.  drained of life, really.  not motivated, not caring.  not breathing, not embracing. nada.  it was really concerning me. 

but today i felt joy.  slowly but surely, redeemed. 

that's all.
hey, best of all, God is with us!  don't forget!

^^i don't know, i just liked it^^